Because today, is the battle of mind
So conceal hard passion and interest
For giving the best fight in kind
To spill blood and fracture bones
In creating a varying way to unite
Friday, November 16, 2018
The battle of mind
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Wednesday, July 11, 2018
Mad and Tongue
Its been two weeks my prof teach us about marriage and divorce. Today he ask us, "what is the hukm of the talaq if the man divorces his wife while he is in mad?"
When the class kept quiet, he know that his student waiting for him to answer his own question
So he ask us again, "is there any situation where the husband doesnt mad when hes divorcing his wife? Ya habibi, tallaqtuki..?"
قلوب الناس مثل الماء في الزجاجة،
The heart of a human is like water in the bottle. The water will not come out of the bottle, even when it is shaking out furiously because the lid on top of of it, protecting it with so much secure
People get mad. Because they are human. When the heart is burning and stormy, we dont know what we are talking, and most of it, we dont even mean it. Close the lid, close the mouth, take a breathe and let the storm down
(2 April 2018, Uia Gombak)
I want to take some moment to ask forgiveness toward all the readers, for the past-present-and future. Im a human and sometimes my tongue keep slipping away, eventhough i dont even mean it in the first place. Emotional thought during lack of energy and motivation really made people do or talk something people will regret the second after doing that.
Conciously or unconciously, from the deep of my heart..
Forgive me
Sincerely, me
Who want to be a better human
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Friday, April 14, 2017
Malik Bennabi -- manusia dan fungsi
Malik Bennabi. Philosopher.
Lahir pada 1905. Berpengaruh dari pemikiran dan idea Ibn Khaldun. Fokus pada Muslim civilization, rise and fall, islam and society
Alhamdulillah, dapat peluang untuk mendengar syarah tentang jatuh bangun peradaban menurut Malik Bennabi oleh salah seorang pelajar usuluddin
Salah satu point yang saya suka untuk berkongsi ialah tentang fungsi manusia
Pertama, pentingnya manusia dan intelek. Masalah umat islam sekarang, wujudnya intelek, tetapi inteleknya tidak berfungsi. Apabila berfungsinya intelek, maka akan wujudlah masyarakat yang bergerak dan bernyawa
Pada intelek, wujudnya pendidikan. Menurut malik bennabi, pendidikan yang ideal ialah one to one yakni mubasyarah antara guru dan murid. Dan hendakah berguru pada jangka waktu yang panjang. Inilah yang dinamakan pendidikan tarbawi yang sebenar yang mana murid akan melihat perkembangan ilmu guru juga mempelajari akhlak
Kemudian, fungsi manusia dan rohani. Rohani dan spiritual merupakan fasa tertinggi dalam peradaban dari sisi malik bennabi.
Dalam fasa ini, ditekankan manusia untuk berfungsi, bukan sahaja menekankan rohani dan pengembalian pada akidah sahaja. Satu kata kata yang sangat menarik dari malik bennabi, iaitu
Jatuhnya peradaban bukan kerana tiadanya akidah, tetapi tiadanya fungsi akidah
Dapatan dari ini, dapatlah disimpulkan kewujudan sahaja tidak mampu berubah apa, walau tidak dapat dinafikan kewujudan itu salah satu unsur penting dalam peradaban. Akan tetapi, fungsi pada kewujudan itu sendiri yang akan membawa ruh masyarakat dan ruh peradaban. Mr muslim, chairman palestin organization malaysia ada memberikan satu phrase, "resist to exist". Palestinian is resisting themselves in Palestin to protect their world, to make the word Palestine still exist until now. But just resistance is not enough to liberate the country. There has to be a function from outside, the international support, work with them, be functional to them to together liberate Palestine and set them free, inshaAllah
Wallahu a'lam.
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Sunday, November 29, 2015
nnam
i miss you.
people come and go,
and i'll still miss you,
thank you for always being there when i need most.
i remember when you first approach me,
and i step back
and you fought with me
and i step back even further
and you approach me again
with a smile.
and i stop stepping(?) back.
and smile at you back.
we have been friend for such a long time
know my flaws and problems
but you stay with me
i remember when im feeling insecure about myself, and you're the only who stay with me.
i remember when im feeling that i dont deserve you and you have to get rid of me
but you didnt. you stay.
even when i feel that im the most syaiton and bad enough for you to hate me
but you didnt. you still like me
i remember when i left you, let you cried out by yourself bc i think you deserve someone better. and im suck. im not a good friend. i always run from you. let you alone by yourself. and im not even comfort you. never
but you still smile at me when i visit you.
and you still share your stories, pour your unsettled feeling and stress, or tell that you happy and excited
eventhough i dont react by that. eventhough my reply is just ohh, emmm, okayy
i remember when you start studying on the same college with me
you visit me at my room
and i never visit you.
and you are gone.
you catch your dream at another country
i thought you will forget me
but you didnt.
you still have time to message me
eventhough youre far away from this country.
you still find time to talk to me,
even such a short time and message.
and still remember my birthday, wishing me first
eventhough i never wish you on time. always late.
i always ignore you
but you still here.
i know you deserve someone better,
but you still here.
i know you know that im the most bitchest person you have ever friend with
but you still befriend with me
and i never thank you enough.
because you know my feeling
you know that im so bad at expressing my feeling.
lol.
macam kau laki je.
but really, i just want you to know,
i miss you too.
aku harap kau tak baca la, but lawak je. lololololol.
but really..
lol bye
grammar hancur, but i love mistake. kesah kesah kesah kesah. aku tak pernah matang, tapi aku matang. bye
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Saturday, January 11, 2014
A.S.K.K.A
A.S.K.K.A
sukar untukku luahkan. aku pun tidak tahu mengapa hati ini punya had limit untuk mengatakannya.
tapi
asid tu, beza sangat aku dengan dia,emm
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Friday, January 10, 2014
Benci
dalam banyak-banyak manusia,