i miss you.
people come and go,
and i'll still miss you,
thank you for always being there when i need most.
i remember when you first approach me,
and i step back
and you fought with me
and i step back even further
and you approach me again
with a smile.
and i stop stepping(?) back.
and smile at you back.
we have been friend for such a long time
know my flaws and problems
but you stay with me
i remember when im feeling insecure about myself, and you're the only who stay with me.
i remember when im feeling that i dont deserve you and you have to get rid of me
but you didnt. you stay.
even when i feel that im the most syaiton and bad enough for you to hate me
but you didnt. you still like me
i remember when i left you, let you cried out by yourself bc i think you deserve someone better. and im suck. im not a good friend. i always run from you. let you alone by yourself. and im not even comfort you. never
but you still smile at me when i visit you.
and you still share your stories, pour your unsettled feeling and stress, or tell that you happy and excited
eventhough i dont react by that. eventhough my reply is just ohh, emmm, okayy
i remember when you start studying on the same college with me
you visit me at my room
and i never visit you.
and you are gone.
you catch your dream at another country
i thought you will forget me
but you didnt.
you still have time to message me
eventhough youre far away from this country.
you still find time to talk to me,
even such a short time and message.
and still remember my birthday, wishing me first
eventhough i never wish you on time. always late.
i always ignore you
but you still here.
i know you deserve someone better,
but you still here.
i know you know that im the most bitchest person you have ever friend with
but you still befriend with me
and i never thank you enough.
because you know my feeling
you know that im so bad at expressing my feeling.
macam kau laki je.
but really, i just want you to know,
i miss you too.
aku harap kau tak baca la, but lawak je. lololololol.
grammar hancur, but i love mistake. kesah kesah kesah kesah. aku tak pernah matang, tapi aku matang. bye